No, I’m really asking, now what?
A few weeks ago, I finally wrote the last sentence of the novel I have been writing for the past two years.
Two. Years.
As soon as I finished, I felt an overwhelming sense of pride.
I was joyful. Ecstatic. I had finally accomplished something that I had dreamed about doing as a little girl, and I was proud of it. So proud! I mean who cares if nothing ever came of it, I WROTE A BOOK!!!!!!! If no one else liked it at least I did, and I was okay with that. So what if I poured two years of precious time and effort into this thing? I didn’t need anyone’s approval, I was a strong independent woman who has accomplished a DREAM!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS A CHAMPION!!!!!! Right? … Right?
Well, yea, I was technically right. But here’s the thing about books. There not worth much if no one reads them. So, how was I going to get people to read it? and enjoy it? As I stared at the 107,000 words I had written ( I know, it’s long) I couldn’t help but think, Now what?
So I did the only thing I could think of. I entered a contest.
I wasn’t under any delusions that I would magically win and suddenly become a best selling Author. I entered because they promised feedback, and feedback is invaluable. Creating my entry also forced me to look at the first two chapters of my book with a critical eye. It forced me to edit. It forced me to cut. All in all, it made my story better.
So, that was a good start! I took a first step! I am going somewhere!
And after that first step, I arrived at the same question .
Now what?
So, I’m entering more contests and trying to gather some draft readers. Truthfully I’m just stumbling around, sort of lost. I am taking some time to read other people’s work, because I think a good writer has to be an avid reader . My inbox is jam packed with books, just waiting for me to review them! I can’t wait! But I am worried this new experience is going to change my ability to critically review. Will I still be honest about flaws? Will I be too connected to the author’s feelings, and suddenly be too biased?
Am I going to say “good work” to everything, just because I truly understand the blood, sweat, and tears that went into these pages? I open the first book on my list nervously. It’s written by a favorite author of mine, Kate Avery Ellison (review coming soon!) and I dive into the story.
Thank the book gods, I think I’ll be okay!
I have always enjoyed looking past a book’s surface and focusing on the details. Pacing, world building, and all the technicalities have always held a little magic for me. Suddenly I notice these intricacies more. I can read between the lines so much clearer now.
I am excited to post my next book review. I think it will be one of my better ones.
As far as my own book goes, I’m still stuck on island “next step is unknown”.
Anyone out there have any suggestions? A map? A guide? Anything? If so, please, send me a message in a bottle. I could use some book direction.
Life Gone Write 